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2月14日 Mini Goal OneBy Feb 15th2008 I am going to wiegh 240 a loss of 30 pounds. Which is 5 pounds a week... When I reach this wieght I will buy myself a new swimsuit...
Tomorrow is my first mini goal deadline.. 30 pounds lost...
In six weeks I've lost a gigantic 10 pounds! 20 pounds away from my goal.. This is only my own fault... I haven't been eatting the best and exercise consists of playing with Puglsey and packing boxes. Not a stellar plan. With moving and such we just have no time ...
this is our schedule
540- let the dog outside, come back in and cuddle for 5-10 minutes then I get up and shower/get ready.
630- we leave for work.
7:00-5:30 I (annie) work
6:00 come home let puglsey outside run around in the back yard. feed him, figure out supper for us...
7 either we run errunds or watch tv.
9pm I am in bed again.
We need to do something and figure out a better system. Once we move on our way home we drive by the Ymca where we've been members since dec 06 and have gone... Never... Where we live right now the closest Y is 20 minutes away. So when we move we will have no excuses to not stop.
Also with our taxes we are going to buy an eliptical machine. Which I am sooo looking forward to. It can't come fast enough for me.
So now I have to redo my goals My old mini goals are in black and intalics. My new are in Yellow.
By April 12th 2008 (Greg's graduation party) weigh 200 pounds. When I reach 200 pounds I am going to buy myself a killer outfit for Greg's graduation Party. :)
By March 27th 08, I will wiegh 230. That is a wieght loss of five pounds a week. When I reach this wieght I will go on a hike with my mother in law for her birthday. And hopefully not get so winded!
By May 12th 2008 I am going to wiegh 180, when I reach 180, I will again buy myself a new Swimsuit and a day at the salon!
By May 8th wiegh 200 pounds, sticking with the goal of 5 pounds a week. When I reach this wieght I will buy myself a new swimsuit...
by June 12th 2008 I am going to wiegh 160, when I reach 160 I will celebrate by booking my trip to Scotland!
By June 19th 2008 I am going to weigh 170, I will celebrate by buying a sexy outfit for our trip to New York.
By July 4th 2008 I am going to wiegh 140, I will celebrate by planning a big party for my friends and family!
By July 24th 2008 I am going to wiegh 140, I will celebrate by booking a day at the spa with my friends.
By July 12th 2008 I am going to wiegh 130, I will celebrate by buying a whole new sexy wardobe and doing the baby dance all night long! :) I will feel so incredible, so full of engery and pride for what I did, for what I accomplished! I will hopefully have kicked this fat girl out for good, this PCOS in the a55 forever! I will dance and dance and dance! I will get myself a make over. and Go clubbing! We will buy or start building our house!
By August 1st I am going to wiegh 130. I will feel so awesome and full of energy. I can't wait for this! I will celebrate by buying a new sexy wardobe, doing the baby dance all night long, I will get myself a make over, and go clubbing with all my friends and family. I will also put a downpayment on my dream house and my dream camera!
So there are my new goals and ambitions.
To acheive these I am going to stop making excuses and exercise NO matter what for atleast 20 minutes a day. I am going to cut out all pepsi, including when we go to a restraunt. I will trade french fries for salad at least 1/2 of them time( I cant give it totally up) :( I will start wearing a safety pin when we work out!
In order to focus on these goals, I am going to stop actively with fertilty pills trying to get pregnant. I will try to stop obcessing over when and if I will become a mom!
Weight Loss This weekWell I lost another pound so offically I am down 10 pounds at 260.... 2月12日 Still working on it...I am still kicking. Not been feeling well the last week or so and run down it seems. HOpefully I will be 100% soon, and lose some serious weight. I am looking forward to being thinner and being able to wear clothes that were once tight on me. Hopefully it will happen that we get in the right groove soon... Hopefully!!!! 2月11日 Yeah Me!!Well I lost another...... 2 pounds!
Not much but how we've been eating I am amazed!!!
On Thursday night we found out that our new house that basement flooded, the basement is completed demo-d and won't be fixed for another 2-3 weeks... so we can't move in till then...
Saturday we went to see Mama Mia, OMG it was awesome. I absolutely loved it as did Greg. We had so much fun! We laughed we cried... and we looked HOT!!!!! I posted pictures... We had so much fun! We want to go to NYC to see it on Broadway... I think that would be even better... I can't wait for the movie,, there is no way that it could touch the magic of it LIVE but it still looks like its going to be good! 2月7日 Busy Busy BusyWell we've really slacked on this this past week :(
Between work, moving, and being sick this was alittle tooo low on our priority list!
Friday I had my appt to see if the fertility meds actually worked. I went in for a P4 and its suppose to be at a 15.0 Tuesday night I finally got my results back... it was a .05 which is a "little low for them" wth? alittle low more like a lot low... I am sooooo frustrated with this! When I did it last time on 200 mg I was at a .713. So this time they DECREASED it to 100mg... I am just soo damn frustrated and defeated. I dont know what to do. I am sooo ready to be a mom. I am tired of waiting. I am tired of everyone else getting this mircale and I don't get to take part. There are 3 girls pregnant at work that are recently pregnant. Why the hell can't I seem to get it together... What am I personally doing it wrong. I know its possible... I know other women with PCOS and they have kids some have 3 or 4 kids. So what am I doing. I know as much as it breaks my heart, its breaks Greg's heart. He says it will come when God is ready, but I see the doubt in his eyes. I feel like its only a matter of time before he thinks "what am I doing with her?" and either walks away or starts to resent me. He can have kids... we've had him tested.. and he came back perfect...
My dr is ready to do another cycle he wants to wait til I get my period and then increase the dosage to 150 mg. I am not sure I want to do another cycle I am sooo ready to be a mom. Greg says maybe I should wait six months focus on getting skinny and try then. I also looked up Gonal-F Injections and the side effects. Prehaps we should do a cycle for that. I dont know I hate this!
I want to be skinny and a mom... but if I had to chose between the two I would rather be a mom....
Food wise this week hasn't been good... I've been craving Taco Bell. And we've been eatting horrid with how busy we are we've been eating stuff thats fast and not nessicarily healthy.
Work outs... hahahaha none unless you count packing boxes and such!
I packed the scale and I can't find it, so tonight we will wiegh in at the YMCA... 2月1日 6lbsWell I lost 6 more lbs. total of 15. I need to keep the soda out and eat right and exercise more and hopefully even more will melt away! |
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